Dvalin the Dirty, Berling the Bent, Grer the Grim, Alfrik the Ugly. Four ancient
Dwarves stood before me, coated in the soot of their forges and smelling of
smoke. They were brothers, old, misshapen and ugly, not quite half my height,
the oldest and ugliest of them holding between his callused hands yet the most
exquisite thing I have ever in my long life seen. Like fire, the color of it,
a peerless necklace wrought from immortal gold and radiant amber many-shaded,
from the deep red of banked embers to a diamantine gold the color of heat lightning
to a clear yellow like a comb brimming with honey. Its delicate tracery was
fashioned from interlaced animals of gold, in the shape of swans, cats, swallowseven
the clasp, serviceable thing that it was, had been made like a tiny amber-eyed
cat who caught in its mouth a golden fish. Such loveliness, such beauty, and
I knew immediately it would match my coloring, my yellow hair and pale skin,
and play up the blue of my eyes, as if it had been made with me in mind. Perhaps
it had, for I saw then in their eyes that they deemed me seduced.
I offered them silver for it, then gold, then gems rare and priceless, all
of which they refused. I should have guessed that that was not what they had
in mindwhat jewels can one possibly offer the Dwarf-miners that they do
not already possess? Then I saw what they would ask of me, and I felt myself
go white.
I looked again at the gorgeous necklace, its gems burning like falling stars
in the lamplight, and gave a single nod.
The next evening I opened my door and quickly suppressed a laugh, for there
before me stood Dvalin, dressed in what he must have considered his besta
threadbare tunic that had once been woven with gold, a shabby fur-lined coat,
and an equally shabby matching hat. He had combed his hair and beard, and had
bathed as welland though it could do nothing for his looks, still I was
grateful he was clean. I welcomed him inside politely, with the practiced grace
of a courtesan.
I bore his love-making with determination, concentrating on the splendid
necklace that would be mine, and luckily, it was over quickly. He left soon
after, and I immediately drew myself a bath.
The second night Grer was there, standing in my doorway offering me a daisy,
for all the world like a shy schoolboy. I laughed, for I was genuinely surprised,
and hearing me, he smiled a little, hopefully. I accepted the flower with grave
thanks, and tucked it artlessly behind my ear as I let him in.
The third night was Berling's turn, and after we made love, he fell asleep
beside me. I watched him as he slept, his hand at rest near his forehead, its
fingers gently curling. In sleep he looked so innocently ugly, like a baby bird,
and remembering his eagerness, I wondered, had he never been loved? How could
anyone bear that?
The final night Alfrik was at my door, bearing with him a small ivory box,
which must contain the glorious necklace. In due time I began to disrobestrange,
I was no longer in a hurryand slowly I unfastened the clasps of my robe,
letting it fall gracefully to the floor, while shaking my hair out about me.
I stood naked before him, my hands out in front of me, offering myself.
He stared a moment, then began to weep.
I had not expected this! I knelt before him, asking Why? Alfrik, why are
you crying?
Because, he said, I am so ugly, and you are so beautiful, I have
no right to ask this. He then held out the necklace for me to take.
Instead I took his hands, ugly as toads, between my own slender ones, and
told him, Through you art of a rare beauty is born: so you likewise are exquisite
and holy, for beauty hallows the hand of its creator.
I placed his hands, then, on my breasts, and he looked up at me in surpriseI
saw his eyes were a clear brownthen he smiled.
We made love joyfully, then.
I no longer cared about the necklace.